Broken pieces of a barely breathing story.: When you don’t even know you are rocking back and forth cause your...
When you don’t even know you are rocking back and forth cause your body feels like it’s on fire and you wonder why you just had to go for that walk, cause now your legs feel like 2 weighted down pieces of cement. I will never understand why this disease has to exist. Why do so many people have to suffer in life, just so they have no choice but to be strong? Fuck this shit. I want my normal legs back. I want normal sleep back, whatever the hell that is. I want to scoop all this lupus crap out with the biggest spoon. I know praying can’t help everyone, but I pray that if I get sick or worse that I can’t handle it, cause I can barely handle this shit now.
